So I still feel icky... on the positive side I am day 3 into my eating plan and I have resisted the urge to eat SOOO many foods that I 'used to' love! I have said no to chocolate, cookies, wine, nachos, cheesecake, dips, perogies... the list could go on and on and on... BUT I said no, with the strength that only comes from above... I have taken control of my body... and made the decision to no longer 'like' certain foods...
The weigh in for my DIY challenge was today... and dare I expose myself to the world.. I weigh a NASTY 232lbs... ewww..... makes me want to cry, to hide away and not even show myself... but I won't do that, instead I will say that this is as big as I will get - ever! the changes continue... and I am on my journey to health...
So with all this great stuff, I bet you are wondering where the 'horrible night' comes into play...
Last night both Matt and I were working... and it was the worst thing ever when Matt got called out to a scene where a 15 year old was in cardiac arrest... and then I was there in ER when they arrived... CPR in progress... the result was not a good one... and to make it all worse, there were some other really big events in ER last night too... thankfully they had a positive outcome...
And tonight... well I didn't sleep well at all during the day... and still have a terrible cold, now a headache.. so I am home sick while Matt is back to work...
Leaving you with one more thought/request: please pray for all of those who loved that 15yr old...
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